Friday, November 6, 2009

Blog Term1 Day59 Superblog9

Slipping Away


i can feel it.
and i want to cry.

When i get up, tired and
go to sleep tired
thats never a
good thing

i'm not sick, just tired
haven't gotten enough sleep and i'm
slipping away
not dying or anything like that, heck no!

i feel like i can, should and would do so much better than i am right now
i used to be amazing in math
now i feel like i need a tutor

english used to be a breeze
now i feel like if i don't step up my game, i won't even get a B

but math! oh math! i just failed a test today
confused, upset... i studied but did i work hard? no...
i did my homework too late at night
it wouldn't sink in. i realize- i deserve it
but when i think back at it, it hurts so much
i'm gonna work harder. much harder.
the whip cracks above my head, my foggy brain put into motion

but i'm already slipping away.
too comfortable, too full and not enough sleep

makes for a person to slip away
away. away. good-bye.

my random thought or statement of the day: i need a good night's sleep. badly.

toddlez.

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